Book Review, Fiction, thriller

Mother May I by Joshilyn Jackson ~ Book Review

William Morrow (Thank you to the publisher for my copy!)
Genre: Thriller
Release Date: April 6, 2021
My Rating: 🍪🍪🍪.5

The beginning of this book doesn’t do it justice as a whole. It starts when Bree Cabbat sees a ‘witch’ outside her bedroom window. In reality, it’s just an old woman, and this unnecessary descriptor made me confused about if I was reading fantasy — I was not. So ignore the witch part.

When Bree’s baby disappears, she immediately suspects the old woman, and begins to receive messages telling her what she must do to get her son back. These seemingly small actions add up and begin to paint a picture of a much larger, sinister narrative at play. Bree tries to navigate her relationships as a mother and a wife while retaining a normal facade as she attempts to get her baby back safely.

As Bree uncovers hints about the circumstances surrounding the kidnapping, she begins to suspect that something from her husband’s past is influencing her terrifying present. The unveiling of these past actions and the understanding of their long lasting impacts is woven seamlessly into the narrative.

I wasn’t totally convinced of all Bree’s actions and reactions in the book, and the romance that was included seemed kind of random, but overall, this was a solid thriller.

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Book Review, Fiction, Historical Fiction

The Paris Apartment by Kelly Bowen ~ Book Review

Forever
Genre: Historical Fiction
Release Date: April 20, 2021 (Thank you to NetGalley for my copy!)
My Rating: 🍪🍪🍪.5

The Paris Apartment is a split-timeline narrative, alternating between 2017 and the 1940s. In 2017, Aurelia inherits her grandmother’s apartment in Paris and discovers a bevy of beautiful paintings. She hires Gabriel, an art restorer, to help her try to identify the art and figure out if it was stolen during World War II, as she fears. Aurelia grapples with everything she didn’t know about her grandmother’s life as the past slowly comes into focus through artifacts scattered through the apartment.

The World War II excerpts tell the story of Estelle and Sophie, two daring and intelligent women doing their part to spy on members of the Nazi party. Their friendship and experiences of loss and bravery were beautifully crafted, intriguing, and heartbreaking. I found these sections of the book far more captivating than the modern storyline. The details of what they went through to try to make a difference in the war effort were thrilling and painfully believable in their detail.

The burgeoning romance between Aurelia and Gabriel seemed largely unnecessary and there wasn’t enough detail given to them to make it seem realistic. If the book was meant to be a romance, this needed to be fleshed out more fully, instead of rushed, however, I think the narrative would have been just as powerful stripped entirely of their romance.

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Book Review, Fiction, thriller

He Started It by Samantha Downing ~ Book Review

Berkley
Genre: Thriller
Release Date: July 21, 2020
My Rating: 🍪🍪🍪

When Beth, Portia, and Eddie Morgan were kids, their grandfather took them on a cross-country road trip. The kind that was less a fun vacation, and more a kidnapping them from home situation. Each night they would hear their strained parents’ voices on the phone as their grandfather let them check in with them. Once their grandfather dies, the siblings are slated to get a large inheritance, but he notes in his will that they must first reenact the road trip.

They set off, with Beth and Eddie’s spouses in towe and relive the extremely strange journey their grandfather took them on. The narrative bounces back to flashbacks of the first trip, detailing how the eldest Morgan sibling, who is mysteriously no longer with them, sabotaged their grandpa by drugging and threatening him. The premise of this book was very unique and intriguing, and the details along the way were extremely dark.

I had a lot of trouble staying invested in the storyline. It seemed weird to me that the siblings would be so immediately cool with reliving such a traumatic time from their past. The stops they made along the way seemed repetitive and the twists were so convoluted it was hard for me to follow. The ultimate conclusion didn’t feel like it wrapped up the entirety of the narrative and it left me feeling kind of neutral about the story as a whole.

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Book Review, Fiction, Romance

Love and Other Words by Christina Lauren ~ Book Review

Gallery Books
Genre: Romance
Release Date: April 10, 2018
My Rating: 🍪🍪🍪

When Macy runs into Elliot, she is pulled back in time to eleven years earlier when the two of them were madly in love. Now engaged to an older man who she agreed to marry months after meeting, Macy feels her life immediately lose stability when she’s faced with Elliot.

The story is told in alternating timelines, introducing the reader to a young Macy and Elliot as they meet and develop feelings for one another. I loved this part of the story. Macy and her dad buy the house next door to Elliot’s as a vacation home and the two of them spend their time in Macy’s closet reading. Their relationship was cute and original — I loved that they always asked each other their favorite words. I was rooting for them as their friendship tenuously blossomed into something more, and was driven to keep reading by the need to know what ultimately went wrong and kept them apart for the next decade.

The present day Macy and Elliot really annoyed me. After seeing Macy one time for a few minutes, Elliot breaks up with his girlfriend and starts subtly hinting that Macy should break off her engagement. Yikes. I didn’t get the same sparks from their reintroduction and the way they approached their relationship felt reckless and selfish toward everyone else in their lives.

The circumstances surrounding Macy and Elliot’s breakup as teenagers and the reason they completely lost touch were heartbreaking and shocking when they finally came to light. This emotional heft would have been a lot more meaningful if their grownup relationship seemed healthier and was something I was excited about.

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Book Review, Fiction, thriller

The Perfect Wife by JP Delaney ~ Book Review

Ballantine Books
Genre: Thriller
Release Date: August 6, 2019
My Rating: 🍪🍪🍪🍪

Talk about an original thriller! The main character, Abby, is an AI robot created by her ‘husband,’ Scott, to replace the real Abby who mysteriously vanished five years prior. Scott runs a successful AI company in Silicon Valley, and Abby is the culmination of his expertise. As Abby learns and remembers more about her life, her autistic son, and the circumstances surrounding human Abby’s disappearance, she grows suspicious of Scott’s true motivations.

I was a huge fan of Westworld, and this book made me want to rewatch the show immediately. I found the discussions of AI rights and issues around robot sentience so intriguing, and loved the merciless Silicon Valley setting. These factors really set this thriller apart from any I’ve read before. Delaney always comes up with premises that surprise me and keep me on the edge of my toes and The Perfect Wife was no exception.

The book is split in dual timelines so that we see how the real Abby met Scott when she was hired as an artist in residence at his company, and the details of their courtship made me increasingly uncomfortable, coupled with the realization that AI Abby didn’t have the full picture. The narrative took the unpredictable narrator trope and flipped it on its head, since AI Abby was only provided with certain memories.

I never expected the way the story concluded, and I thought the wrap-up was smart and thought-provoking, although I wish it had been slowed down just a little bit. If you’re interested in thrillers, artificial intelligence, or startup culture, I highly recommend The Perfect Wife. 

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Book Review, Fiction, thriller

Finlay Donovan is Killing It by Elle Cosimano

Minotaur Books
Genre: Mystery
Release Date: February 2, 2021
My Rating: 🍪🍪🍪🍪

Finlay Donovan is Killing It put such a spin on your typical mystery book. Finlay writes crime novels. As she discusses her latest book with her agent, a woman sitting nearby overhears her and mistakenly thinks she’s a contract killer. She leaves a note for Finlay with details about how much she’s willing to pay for Finlay to kill her husband. When Finlay inadvertently accepts the offer, she decides to look into the man she has been asked to kill, just to see what’s so terrible about him.

I loved the combination of the mundane with the mysterious and criminal in this book. Finlay is a single mom trying to grapple with her ex-husband’s new engagement and ensuing custody battle. She goes to Panera, she takes a spin class, she may or may not kill a man.

The lighthearted nature of much of this story flowed smoothly through the less believable parts of it and tied the narrative together. When I say ‘less believable,’ I mostly mean Finlay’s character’s terrible decisions and uncanny ability to be misinterpreted by people again and again. She seemed almost like a caricature, but it worked really well for this story.

My only real qualm is that I would have dialed the crime back just a little bit. Toward the end of the book it felt like more kept piling on unnecessarily. 

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Book Review, Fiction, YA

Somewhere Between Bitter and Sweet by Laekan Zea Kemp ~ Book Review

Little, Brown Books for Young Readers
Genre: YA Romance
Release Date: April 6, 2021
My Rating: 🍪🍪.5

Somewhere Between Bitter and Sweet is a YA love story that’s loaded with heavy topics and real-life struggles. Pen works for her dad’s restaurant, Nacho’s Tacos, and has always dreamed of opening her own place nearby. Her parents think she’s going to school after work every day, but instead she sits in her car, torn apart over the fact that they don’t support her dream. Xander, an undocumented teenager, comes to work for Nacho’s Tacos and plans to use the money he makes to pay an investigator to locate his dad, who walked out on him when he was little. Pen’s dad is known for employing undocumented people and for helping those in need. I loved this dynamic and the community it created at the restaurant, and the focus on this subject in a YA book.

I enjoyed Pen and Xander’s relationship and banter. The descriptions of their conversations seemed natural and adorable. This book is written with wonderful depictions of food and creates a vibrant, seemingly real community.

Although I appreciated that this story covered heavy topics, it really glossed over Pen’s struggles with her mental health and self-harm. I felt like this deserved a lot more time and unpacking. A lot of the games and conversations between the teenage workers at Nacho’s Tacos felt very repetitive, making much of the book feel slow until the last third, which was overloaded with action. This imbalance made it hard for me to fully become immersed and enjoy this story.

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Book Review, Fiction

Milk Fed by Melissa Broder ~ Book Review

Scribner
Genre: Fiction
Release Date: February 2, 2021 (Thank you to Libro.fm for my copy!)
My Rating: 🍪

I think a big part of the reason Milk Fed put me off was because I didn’t realize how erotic it was going to be — you’ve been warned. It’s the story of Rachel, who was taught by her mother to obsess over calorie counting, and now does so religiously on a daily basis. Her days are dictated by what she’s allowed to eat and she panics when put in a situation where she can’t control what she has to eat. I found pieces of this narrative painfully relatable and extremely well written.

Rachel’s therapist suggests she goes on a detox of talking to her mom. Without her mother’s constant obsession over Rachel’s weight, Rachel begins to eat what she wants during her detox, spurred on by Miriam, who works at a frozen yogurt shop that Rachel frequents. As Rachel is drawn into Miriam’s world, she becomes infatuated with indulgence, of food and her wildest sexual fantasies.

This story explores Rachel’s experiences as she lets go of her food rules and restrictions. It explores her sexuality and the difficulties she faces as she gets closer to Miriam. It also touches on religion and Rachel’s reaction to Miriam’s orthodox Jewish family in contrast to Rachel’s own lapsed Judaism. The topics in Milk Fed are important and interesting, but Rachel’s vivid sexual fantasies distracted me a lot from the actual story.

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Book Review, Fiction

The Unraveling of Cassidy Holmes by Elissa R. Sloan ~ Book Review

William Morrow
Genre: Fiction
Release Date: September 1, 2020
My Rating: 🍪🍪🍪.5

The Unraveling of Cassidy Holmes follows the rise and fall of the girl band Gloss, detailing their triumphs and the pain that goes on behind the scenes. It centers on Cassidy, who is crushed when she comes in second place in a reality singing show contest she was sure she had in the bag. When the fourth member of Gloss falls ill, Cassidy is called in to take her place and finds herself in a whirlwind of glamour, money, and loss of control over her own life.

This book does a great job of identifying the downsides of fame, from the way the girls are forced to restrict what they eat to the control their management has over them including forcing them to accept the insulting and degrading names their fans come up with.

The narrative cuts back and forth between Gloss’s heyday and the present, years later, when the rest of the girl group finds out Cassidy has killed herself. The two narratives untangle a web of toxicity and secrets that illustrate Cassidy’s deteriorating mental state. 

I enjoyed the details of the girls’ fame and how it impacted them, but I would have appreciated more depth to the characters. I wish I’d had some point of view from the other members of Gloss, which would have added a lot to the story. As told, I liked the general story, but didn’t know enough to fully care about the characters.

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Book Review, Fiction

The Girl with the Louding Voice by Abi Daré ~ Book Review

Dutton Books
Genre: Fiction
Release Date: February 4, 2020
My Rating: 🍪🍪🍪🍪.5

The Girl with the Louding Voice is written in the voice of Adunni, a Nigerian teenager who wants nothing more than to pursue an education, which was instilled in her by her mother at a young age. When her mother dies, Adunni’s father marries her off, as is common in the village. The rest of the story follows Adunni as she struggles to break through the societal norms holding her back in order to find a way to return to school.

Adunni’s story is both inspiring and heart-wrenching. Without her mother to guide her, she is very much on her own. Since the narrative is told from her point of view, using her broken english, the reader is able to really see her mindset and feel the confusion Adunni experiences because of her lack of education.

I loved the way this book was written through Adunni’s eyes. It made the story stand out and allowed me to literally feel like I was inside a character’s mind in a way I haven’t experienced before. Although much of the hardship Adunni experiences is awful, her persistence and motivation are inspiring and I really enjoyed her and felt for her as a character. I usually struggle with books that don’t have a fast-paced plot, but the depth of the character development and understanding I got through this book really made it work for me. The Girl with the Louding Voice is an extremely powerful and unique read that I highly recommend.

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